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Wishing i was straight…Reblog this for me?
I need to be honest with you guys, and before I start, let me tell you this……i am ACTUALLY gay. Like GAY GAY. Like…COCK IN MY MOUTH ON FRIDAY NIGHTS GAY. So then, let us begin…
I do not wish to be gay. Now Im not saying its “wrong” persay…but for some reason it feels wrong to me, So let me explain…You know those people that tell you that they feel like they are trapped in someone elses body? Like transvestites? Well its like that for me, but with sexuality. I feel like I am trapped in the wrong sexual interests. I personally feel like I should be straight. But somewhere along my upbringing, something went horribly wrong. I feel like i was born straight, but something in my environment messed it up for me and It doesn’t feel natural I guess.
A TRUE homosexual, would’nt regret it, would’nt second guess it. But its not like that for me at all. For me, it is like a sick addiction, that i can not control.
So what do i do about this? Do i continue on…living life as a homosexual? Or do I find a way to get back to how i SHOULD have been? BY NO MEANS, do i believe or was born this way..excuse my french but FUCK YOU GAGA…things arent black and white. Mistakes can happen. And I am one of those mistakes.
As a mistake, I am unable to find love and happiness. Do you know how many guys i end up liking that turn out to be heterosexual? 99.999% of them. LITERALLY. How do I even reasonably work with numbers like that. Just a thought…
SO tell me Forum, Can you help make me STRAIGHT?
sincerely,
Guru.
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Upgraded Childhood of the Day: If Belle from Disney’s Beauty and the Beast were voiced by Randall the Crazy Nastyass Honey Badger guy it would probably sound something like this.
And I’m dead. THIS. WAS. EPIC.
For all my Disney gays, you MUST watch this.
